Don’t let it get to you. I know it hurts. Believe me, I know. How can they treat you like you’re a naïve toddler? You have more maturity in your pinky toe than they do in their entire body. You may be young, but you are not blind. Their control is eating you alive. It’s always been gnawing at your ankles. Your scars scream the stories. They are primitive nobodies and you are a growing somebody.
Is this really happening? No. This can’t be real. Your life isn’t a movie. No way, not real. This doesn’t happen to people. How can it happen to you? You’re a smart, hardworking, creative person. You’ve got it all figured out. You saw this coming, right? Why did you run head first into the brick wall? Not the best tactic you have there.
But, I suppose you have very few options. Give up your love and submit all control over your life? Give all of your money to irresponsible fucks? Give up all you’ve made for yourself to have the floor ripped out from under you and never get back up again? Nah. That’s not like you. I’m glad you won’t give up. I’m glad you said no. I’m glad you ignore the threats, the lies, the manipulation. You don’t need that. You don’t deserve that. Don’t ever allow it in your life willingly. Ever. If I find out you have, I will personally kill you. If you think that’s a joke, just try it. I dare you. I care too much about you to let this happen.
Your strength and will power is so amazing. Never loosen your grip on what you believe in. It is worth it to pursue your goals and happiness. There is nothing in this world that can stop you. Not even them. They can’t hurt you. It may seem like they hurt you, but you are so much better than them and they can’t take your soul from you. The soul is what makes you so strong. It allows you to stand up and walk away. I wish you had the courage to sever the loyalty you have. It’s admirable, but it will end you. Put it where it belongs. They have not earned it. If anything, they have shown you that they don’t want it. They simply want power and control. Will you give that to them? Will you let them fist fuck your life right in front of you and let them leave it bleeding on the floor? Good.
You deserve better and you should be happy.
Best of luck.